Please, don't leave.

People can't see it. How others constantly think about them. All day all night. It's just so simple that some just can't see it pass by. See the tender, love and care that flies around. They just can't. 

It's tough for these minorities who have been trying their guts out to try and make the people they care about notice them. It doesn't matter if they're celebrities, neighbors, schoolmates, or even who pass by your door. Once someone actually thinks about you, you know those thoughts will never leave. 

It's true how people say "I'm still into you." It doesn't always mean that their in love. It just means that "Hey, this person means a damn lot to me and I never wanna let em go."

It IS hard to let go of this 'feeling' but what can humans do? We live, love, pray and die. If we don't know how to live, we probably know how to die. But we weren't all meant to die.. Alone.

I mean think about it, it would be hell on Earth if you had no one else in the world that you can count on, no one to lend a hand, or even to offer a shoulder to cry on. No one.

We don't all want to go through depression. Because, it's just a dark abyss that is very difficult to get out of. You're depressed, hurt, broken. It's not easy to heal. A crumpled paper may become straight when it's ironed, but it will always have those scars. Scars of pain, sadness, loneliness. 

Society doesn't care. No they don't. They're just there. Waiting for us to fall down. If we fall frontwards, they'll elbow you in the face. And if we fall backwards, they will never catch you.

It's hard to believe what we can't see. But once we do, we can never stop seeing it. It haunts your every move. 

Well, think about it. Life gets shorter and shorter everyday. Don't waste it all up being sad.

A few words you'd probably want to live by.

Battle Scars.

Have you ever felt lost, not having a place to call home, no family, no friends, nothing at all. You're just drifting into the social space we well know of today.
It's nothing personal though but sometimes, you just have to let it all go. Scream, if you must. Yell, if you will. Shout, if you have to. There's absolutely no boundaries to express yourself. Cutting yourself might be one medium to express your emotions, depression. It's not good but the feeling you get after is just so relieving and you probably feel so free. Well, bad things always seem good at first. But never at the end. Yeah, we know that. But as humans, we're bound to make mistakes. It's our nature for god sake. Nothing can change that. It's just the way we are. Especially, teenagers going through their stressing lives, whether at home or even a simple boarding school. Everyone's the same. It's just the way we live our lives, that is what makes us all different. It's not our fault that we want to live freely, no boundaries at all, seems like a total heaven right? Probably not. It's hard, yes it is. But it's also our choice. So choose right. If you don't, well learn from it and maybe, just maybe, you'll turn up as a winner anyways. So chin up, there is always someone there to lend a helping hand. Because you are never alone. Never.

A constant battle between remembering and forgetting....
Welcome to my world. A world of depression, sadness, and all around different. Join me in my journey to discover my own self. To find out who I am. Well, who I think I am. It's not all that bad, but not all that happy. You can never expect everything to be perfect forever, everything's only temporary. And there goes my story..

Let's all fight for our own freedom. A freedom to act, a freedom to choose, a freedom to learn, a freedom to speak and a freedom to live.